
“When they saw the courage of Peter and John and realized that they were unschooled, ordinary men, they were astonished and they took note that the se men had been with Jesus.” Acts 4:13
We are ordinary people. I am not even out of college and I think, ‘ what could I do that would make a difference. I am not brilliant, I do not possess great wisdom or talent, what would God do with someone like me.’ Here we read of Jesus’ disciples that were ordinary men that were given great gifts not because they were great but because the Holy Spirit lived inside of them
“Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your work with great boldness.” Acts 4:29
I want to be able to say to God that I was not afraid, but the truth is I am. I am not a bold person, I would much rather sit in the back and not be noticed and not say anything. You should see me at school, I try to be the one that is anonymous and doesn’t say much unless I have to. But God has not called us to have a spirit of fear but a spirit of power.
One of the things that I have recently been praying for is eyes to see the work that God would have me do. I think that he calls us all to be out there, sharing our lives and our faith and our hope with the dark world. I have plenty of excuses on how this could be really hard for me in my situation. I am two years to young to be where I am in college. I live far enough away from my college that I couldn’t invite anyone to our group, blah blah blah. God doesn’t want excuses he wants action.
He has been showing me that I can do a lot more than I think I can, but I can’t do anything without him and his grace and courage.
I recently invited a couple of people to element and they came and had a good time. God knows what will happen in their lives but I know that I finally did what God asks of all of us. Step out in faith and you will be rewarded.
I long to grow in the Lord and become more and more his servant. The more I learn though the more I know I need to grow more. It will be an unending cycle of learning and growth. That may be a little disappointing but it is encouraging at the same time.
element is growing!
Be faithful with the message!
Stay encouraged!